There's been a long lag between postings.... In October of last year Suzanne and I took a break from our relationship. Truthfully it was a all out falling out. No one has any idea the amount of stress that builds when someone you care about gets cancer. There were those days I just found myself staring out at the Mountains, if you'd ask me what I was thinking chances are I wouldn't have answered or maybe you'd have gotten that blank stare. My world had been turned upside down. Truthfully I couldn't believe this was happening. You can't help but think about how your life will be without them, will you still be able to breath, will there be joy left......truthfully I didn't know and even to this day I couldn't tell you for sure. But what I've learned is.....
Life is about MOMENTS!!! Not about the future but about right now, right here. Suzanne and I have been working really hard at putting our relationship back together. To get back joy and laughter. Most days we are very good at it. Other days......well I just keep trying......lets just say you learn a lot about yourself in these moments. You learn that the things you thought were important aren't, that life is so short , that there is true love and that relationships can be repaired with a lot of honesty, love and hard work.
To all my friends that have endured this breakup and repair, I love you and appreciate more than I can ever express your friendships, love, laughter and many a bended ear. You are truly in my heart always.
Thank you.
Cat
